That girl.
amanda catherine hancock gordon. born january 31st, 1998.
I used to be that girl that everyone made fun of because she wore her dads oversized shirts and pj pants to school everyday. know why? i never thought i was pretty enough to show off my true looks.
i dont think anyone knows who I really am. i dont let anyone get that close because im afraid i wont be what good enough. Things used to be very bad for me. ive been through everything you could imagine and nobody knows it all. almost every day i put on a fake smile because i put everyone else before me. thats how its always been. im not the most beautiful girl on the planet but im not hidious either and i know it. im honestly proud to be who i am. the life i live is the one i want until im gone. noone knows how hard it used to be just to wake up and live another day. now, i cant wait to wake up. everything is how i could imagine, except for a few details. im the kind of person who will walk up to you if your alone and talk to you for hours. i stand up for what i believe in and i will take on anyone who stands in my way. not alot of people think that i will, but ill kick some serious booty if need be. i love being around people and just doing what i want to do. my friends are what i need to live. i honestly couldnt ask for better friends and i wouldnt give any of them up. ok, heres where i get into the love. theres a boy that ive been in absolute love with for a year. he knows it but he just doesnt bother to even try it out. Im slowly moving on from him because thank god ive realized that there are better people out there. im happy to be who i am and im not changing anytime soon, so get used to it.
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